Be undeniably good

I hate lines, i hate waiting, i hate hours of waiting in lines. All i wanted was to buy myself an early birthday present, Local Natives- Gorilla Manor album, but then I found out that the only Hastings in the valley was destroyed. Wtf? So now I’m grumpy, eating a fat burger and hating life. All i wanted was a lazy, driving day with myself…. But now I’ve wasted the entire day running errands, and to top it off now I have to go run for an hour to burn off this fat burger that I’m eating. UGH

…i need a drink. 

Met a cute guy during my run today. I think i’ll take that route every day now? 

On another note, i’m so proud of myself! I ran from campus to downtown Austin (past the congress bridge), stopped for a small water break and then continued on to riverside. Great challenge for myself on my last day in ATX, for 2011.

I’m ready to go home now!!! 

5. Love every minute of your life & live every day like you would if it was your last.

4. Always appreciate what you have, even if you think it’s not enough.

3. If you want things to change, you have to go out and change them yourself.

2. Don’t leave things for tomorrow if you know you can do them today.

1. And most importantly, no matter what, Always impress yourself.

It’s a rainy night in Austin, Texas. <3 Perfect to listen to my U2, pack and eat some ice cream. 

I’ve never felt Christmas more alive within me than this year. I don’t know what’s different… but for the first time ever I find myself singing/listening to Christmas songs and watching Christmas-y shows/movies on tv. I’ve never experienced this much excitement and spirit towards Christmas…. I really don’t know what’s causing it, but I hope it doesn’t leave me. 

I’m also completely psyched that my mom finally got me a bike for Christmas. 

…5 more days until I get to go home, be with my family and overindulge in all kinds of food. CAN’T WAIT.

“How is the language we’re speaking, the same?”

I swear, i just don’t even know anymore…. le sigh :[

I love running in the rain. Tonight I ran from West Campus to Downtown Austin and then about a mile on Riverside. I feel amazing right now!

…Although i’ll probably be complaining tomorrow morning. -_-

One more night,

that was a good one.

My mind is in cal mode.

Yesterday I had a dream that I memorized all the sin, cos, tan, csc and sec shortcuts. What the fuckkk

Always make the best out of every situation. If you don’t do it, nobody else will.

It disgusts me so much the way things ended… but I know that it’s all my fault.

why couldn’t I have just waited? I still think things could have been fixed if only I had given it time and let things play out. I know that at this point there’s not much I can say or do to save our friendship, but that doesn’t mean I don’t still think about it. I think about it a lot actually. It’s one of the things that doesn’t let me sleep at night… and I think about it so much because I know that had it not been for me, I wouldn’t have lost my best friend. You were my number one. My favorite person. And now it’s like you were never here at all. I was so selfish for everything that i did. I know that you’ll probably never read this but I just feel awful for everything that’s happened and I felt like saying it… even if that means only saying it to myself. I’m soo sorry

I pictured us being friends years down the line. But now, I’m not even sure if we’ll ever be okay again or even speak for that matter. Next semester will fly and before we know it, it will all be over. I’m not sure what will happen but I do know that I will never ever forget, the good or the bad. You were a huge part of my life these past two years and I am so grateful for everything. I know I would not be the person that I am now without your friendship.

….I wish I still had my best friend. I miss you sooo much. But I hope that you’re happy, and that you get everything you want and more. We all deserve to be happy after all. 

I seriously can’t wait until tonight is over. I’ll be able to clean, read a good book, and be on my way with my life. 

…Fuck evening finals.